Today I went to my regularly scheduled OB visit. I was supposed to see one of the "partners" in the office, but my doctor decided he wanted to see me himself considering the circumstances. He came in and we talked. A lot. About a few things. My pressures remain a concern and he told me to keep monitoring them like I've been doing and if they go over 160/105 I need to call. He told me I have mild-preeclampsia, which could remain the same or get worse for the duration of the pregnancy, hence the continued monitoring. I have to do another 24-hour urine, from home this time, starting today. I flat out asked him if I could have my baby next week and he said no. I felt guilty and selfish for wanting it, and if it posed any risk to her, obviously I would rather wait, but I am just so ready for all this to go away. I know I don't have it NEARLY as bad as some and I am thankful for that....it's all just happened so suddenly and it's taking a little getting used to. I've managed to make it 34 weeks with no complications at all.......to all these crazy issues.
He checked my cervix, which is closed. I told him that the nurse at the hospital said she could get a finger tip in and he said that it is possible for it to open and close.....He also had me get another ultrasound today to check the baby. She was just fine with a heart rate of 156 and the whole time we were watching her, she was practicing her breathing. It's like she knows that she's going to have to do it sooner rather than later.
I had my group B strep test today too. And let me just say...........NO ONE MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT A Q-TIP GOING IN MY BUTT! And he didn't even tell me he was sticking a Q-TIP in there until he did it. Needless to say I was caught completely off-guard and my doctor said "Oh it's not that bad". REALLY? Well let me stick it in your butt without warning and see how you react. At least it was quick.
Before we left, he said "This pregnancy isn't going to last much longer". I may be a mommy by the end of the month and I can't wait to cradle this little girl in my arms. I love her so much already.
Oh the lovely strep test. Yeah no one warned me about that either! Nothing like a little q-tip in your butt to jar you into reality! I hope for your sake you go into labor soon! Good luck and try to relax. I know it is hard.
ReplyDeleteOooo.. I know the feeling. We went from uneventful pregnancy of the year to full-blown crisis mode.. and it just doesn't feel real! I felt totally fine even when I was at my sickest so I can imagine that it would be weird for you! I've been thinking about you guys a lot! I hope everyone works out beautifully. I can't wait to see pictures of your little girl.
ReplyDeleteIt'll be great for you to see her. Hoping you guys can hold out a little bit longer, though to give her a little extra prep time.
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